At this particular moment, I am feeling a little anxious...after a conversation with Nicole and Chris about my quitting the Cancer sticks, I have decided on a definite date...February the 14th...also known as Single Awareness Day. I chose this day because I already hate it, so I will already be miserable and therefore quitting on that day won't ruin any good feelings I may have had.
The thing about quitting smoking, is that people who don't smoke don't understand how frightening it actually is. I realize it is a smelly, expensive, unhealthy, disgusting habit, but it's something I do quite a few times a day...everyday (like masterbating for Jeff)*sorry...I'm just so happy that you are back!!* But seriously, when I get up, I have a smoke...when I get in the car, I have a smoke...when I drop of a client, when I am on my way to pick one up, after coffee, on a coffee break, when I'm stressed, when I'm happy, when I'm bored, when I'm tired...and numerous other times throughout the day. It sucks, and I wish I'd never started to begin with (anyone who knows the story of why I started knows that it's rediculous and I needed a better brain at 18) but since I did, I have to do something about it.
So here's to one week left of a 6 year love/hate relationship...and hopefully enough money saved up after a year to go on a nice little vacation.
Aahhhh...but it looks cool, right?
6 comments:
Don't worry Janelle, I do enough masterbating for the both of us.
Hahaha I think that was my point. When are you moving to Grande Prairie Jeff? We need to harass the locals together. I will be coming to Vancouver again this summer...for a whole week...scared?
A whole week?.... I'll be sure to cover the walls in cellophane.
YAY! Janelle and I can wreak havoc...or I can just watch the havoc you and Jeff wreak on the cellophane...EW!
ANyway, Ross is doing OK after 3 days without a smoke. It's fucking tough but you can do it. Apparently the success rate for heroin users is %20 while for smoking its %5-10! Holy crazy! But if Ross the pansy can do it, so can you.
Crap I hope I didnt just jinx him.
Quitting is easy it's not starting again that's reeeeeally hard. You can do it though. You are a woman there's nothing you can't do!
I loved the "single awareness day" tag. Classic and oh so true.
*Jeff* What exactly is going on with the cellophane? Can you take me out on the town for Jugs of beer and ignorant conversations with the spoon man?
*K-diggity* For sure we will wreak havoc...there will be stripper-going for sure!! I'm glad Ross is doing well...I'm pulling my hair out in chunks and knitting. Maybe we should take up heroin and quit so we can say "well, I quit heroin...why can't I keep smoking?" I think thats about as good as my plan to get my weight up to 500 pounds so that when I lose weight everyone is really proud of me.
*Dayngr* Thanks for visiting my blog...I'm sorry that you were subjected to it, but grateful that you stopped by! Thanks for the support...I'm going to need all of it that I can get.
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